Introspection – Deep and Dark

“When my heart was sad and my emotions were stirred, I was unreasoning and lacked understanding; I was like a senseless beast before you. But now I am always with you… My body and my heart may fail, But God is the rock of my heart and my portion forever.” – Psalm 73:21–26

Shame. The shame I’ve clothed myself in, in order to feel it, so I can rid myself of it


Grief. The grief I’ve gulped down like ice cold water so I can process it instead of allowing it to warm then fester


Pride. How I flee from it…evil itself began with pride… and when you actively follow the one who is Good, you see how terrifyingly corrupt such a thing is


Loneliness. A curse? or a calling? Did Jerimiah weep? Did Elijah ask for death? Did David flee? Did Christ grieve his burden with a lament? Yes and lonely was the feeling they felt


Success. What crude definition do you have for it, you worldly one? Do not cast that shadow upon me, I assure you, my lack is not what it seems, for where you see failure, you haven’t the eyes to see what I’ve gained


Freedom is won by becoming lowly


Truth is found by becoming insignificant


Love, How could you know Love if you do not know HE who sent Him?

Written By: Marcos A. Lopez II – 6/17/2025

All praise to Jehovah God, He who sent Him, our Lord Christ Jesus, out of undeserved LOVE for us.

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